I have realized.

Maybe love isn't what I need right now. Maybe this was all right to begin with. Ive realized what I really need is support, someone to just be there. Someone to be there for me when i need it the most. That is what i miss the most. Someone that can listen to me vent. They don't have to act understanding if they really don't. I don;t need that understanding of my situation. All they have to be is there. Listening to me. Make me feel that i know that they care, don't even have to say anything and it'll be alright. And I'll try my best to do the same, I might not be there every second to comfort talk them. Im not good at that. It might seem selfish of me, to want something but not be able to give it back. I need someone that can really there, and it isnt you. I find that you are very self centered.

But i guess, Im used to be in the corner. Every class i have i either sit in the corner, or to the far back. Im used to being quiet, but i can be loud haha. Mr.Fish realized that. I just dont have that chance. Or have that opportunity.