Someting new.

Has it always been like this? Well for the past days or weeks, we've been constant about it. Do you reall think I caused all of this? Do you really believe that it was all my fault? Or did you want to blame it on me just cause you wanted to. Or did you really not mean it and had just said that. Why do you get so frustrated with me, Why do you always think Im not trying hard enough.You know, whenever I see that look on your face when I didnt get it, you have no idea how I feel inside. I felt like I disappointed you, felt like its all my fault. So I guess it wasnt wrong of you to blame it on me or be frustrated with me when i didnt. But you know, before i look at your face, I dont great inside either, but when I see how you react, it hurts me even more. You really think that I didn't give you a tap on purpose? I truly didn't see it. And when I did see it and was about to reach, you already took it back. Thats why, Yes I did look at you, your face.
It is all just my fault, sorry for making you get hurt because ' I didn't try'.
-Oh yeah, whoever said they had a nice gym, your wrong. Damn those slippery floors. But hey, I almost did the splits.


Why does everyone want to be a peer? Now Im not sure myself if I still want to be one. Too many people are going for it, and many arent even considering to join because they want to be in the program. They just want to ' skip classes' and all those things. Especially you, why do you want to be one? Just because I am going for it, doesnt mean you do to. We don't have to do all the same things. If we all do make that class, I don' tknow what to do. I probably wouldnt be very comfortable in that class. Why, other people I might be the slightest okay with tehm, but you, im not so sure i can do it.