Care less

Right now, what's happening? Seems like nothing moving forward nothings keeping me back. So why does it seem everythings just in the right spots for the moment. Couple months early, there was something in particular for me to race to. Now its finally here and I feel unusually calm. Tranquil, Even if I do have a Biology test I should be studying for. I didn't look at the chapter a second time. I am suddenly in a mood where I want to tell the truth to everyone. No matter what anyone asks me I just want to speak. I feel as if I changed. I seem to do things for others without second thoughts. A person walks past, I have the urge to say hi to them first before they can. Seems like just everythings is just in place. Not like any bumps in the roads can make my life easier, but I seems so out of place. Right now I see everyone else's problems and it surprises me in a way. All those times I thought I wished I had something like them and made myself think that they'd never be in a situation like me. But now, I see it. Everyone's the same. Just a matter when we are going to go through that stage. To myself, I am just avoiding, but avoiding can get me no where, sometimes even deeper than my starting point.

It surprised me how surprised you were to notice something I didn't even notice. You created another face of you in my mind.