Stop

with all those orders of what you want me to do. Can't I even control the simplest things? It's ridiculous. How pathetic, I don't need you to tell me if I should eat first or get ready. I'm not a young child anymore. I'm not grown up but I'm not that stupid. Did you ever think about what I think? Not everyone has to do everyone your way. Your way is not the only perfect way. In fact it's not even perfect. I don't interfere with how you do things so why do you with mine? But I am sorry for going off and I lied partially, but I was pissed off. Too much has come to me. Now I think about it I never actually said that to you in a sincere way. I am sorry. I need to give you respect, but I want to receive some in return. I really want to start being closer to you, but I don't know how to start. It'll seem awkward at first if I just say it out of nowhere. One day I will. I promise.