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I dont make an effort to talk. I dont care about his feelings, I cant even look him in the eye. I always say Idk or Nothing much when he asks me a question, he went thru alot during the past weekend, we've been thru almost seven months now and we havent really talked all this time, we talked more befor ewe started going out and before the second time. My friends dont care about me, and his really do. Thanks for telling me im getting annoying for everytime i dont know what to say. and i dont reply. 

 I dont know what to say, I care very nuch what he thinks, Im afraid to look at him or else tears will fall, I need to think before i speak, scared to say the wrong thing. but if i think too long, he'll be annoyed for me not replying him. Yes, its been almost seven months now, and i guess you dont really know the real me and how i am. We did talk more before we went out, both times, but then, I didnt have to worry as much about what you thought, and if i went too far on some things. My friends is thinking of whats better for me,  so i wouldnt get hurt. 

It hurt.  If you think im annoying,  you might be better off with your friends, you might be  happier, you might realize your life after will be way better, you might see that it was a mistake to have going out wiht me twice.Im sorry, for all i did. but maybe i wasnt all my fault. It takes two to make a relationship. Im not saying im blaming it all on you, but Im not saying that it was all my fault.